Light & Shade

When you cannot take your eyes off somebody.

That you must be in love with that somebody.

Love, is something you will never know until it happens.

Recently, a stupid incident happened on my girlfriend's Facebook makes me think.

Well, for quite a long time, I considered myself as one without friends.

More specifically, I thought I don't need one as long as I have my love one with me.

My ex brought me into a group I thought I found a place friendly to me.

And my only college and best friend made me believe that I do have friends.

Now, I'm away from the group used to be friendly, and my only best friend is my girlfriend.

Seriously, I'm in a quite strange situation now.

I'm glad that for all this time, there's another friendly place for me to go: the badminton court.

It's already more than just daily exercise. It's a big family.

They used to support me fighting on the court back in the days-oh! those glorious days.

Now we play just for fun and there's always laughter around us.

It is these people that make me believe there still are true friends no matter what.

True friends stand beside you when you need them to.

Don't worry about those who do not stand beside you.

And don't forget those who stand beside you and support you.

Does the number of my Facebook friends equals the number of my friends?

I guess pretty much it.

一直以來，如果問我小時候想要做什麼

可能除了球員我真的想不出什麼好答案

突然之間，一個念頭打進我的腦海裡...

組電腦~

如果這可以算是一種職業的話，也許只稱得上是一種念頭

高中的時候，我就和同學跑光華商場組了我的第一台電腦

有老媽當後盾，錢都不是問題

我們兩個高中女生在家裡拿著起子對著一個電腦機殼搞了一整晚

沒絕緣，沒上銅柱，我們硬生生組壞了一塊主機板

好心的老闆還讓我們換了一塊全新的回家...(真是佛心)

雖然老闆也很認真的告訴我們：作硬體真的沒前途，軟體才是王道阿!

從那個時候起，組裝電腦這件事情已經深深地烙印在我腦海裡

也是後來，那台電腦發生許許多多的問題，我又回到了品牌電腦的懷抱

之後的數度，在電腦過了保固卻還不想整台換新的狀況之下

在光華商場來回跑了幾次，也是在那裡當"羊咩咩"被宰了多次之後

我也漸漸長大了....

這其間包括一次好心的幫朋友組了兩台電腦，

但這恐怕是我人生組裝電腦的一個污點...(雖然使用的人也沒有不滿意啦)

整件事情給我的警惕就是：

不要輕易當好人，當好人之前請先弄清楚自己在做什麼!!

現在的我，有空就留連在PTT硬體相關的版面上

不想要再當光華商場的羊咩咩

知道什麼東西要上哪找上哪買才會便宜

知道裝機的時候要記得絕緣

不會輕易再當好人

也許，無知比較好

知道這些的代價就是會想要更好的東西

換成白話文說，就是花更多的錢

我不是專業，不懂得更理論性的細節

但，這可能算是我畢生的夢想

我又怎能輕易放棄呢?

只是為了存錢圓更大的夢，我必須控制自己這樣的欲望

雖然3千多塊的機殼我也敗下去了

但可能我需要的只是自己完成一台電腦的感覺罷了

可能就只是那一點點小小的成就感

什麼是"大事"：

把一件事情從頭到尾做到完就是大事!

Today, 7years ago.

June 22, 2004.

Time flies.

Things changed.

I still miss him.

I go see you maybe some other cooler day.

七年了，日子真的是過得驚人的快

也是那天無意間看到別人的文章才知道原來已經這麼久了

一直到昨天，我才認真去看了當時的報導

我不在場也從來沒有問

邊緣，我恐怕從來沒有離開過

Again, here comes the hard truth...

Breaking up with one person means breaking up with all your mutual friends.

There's no one to blame, not her, not anyone else.

I made my choice knowing this is what will happen.

I live a happy life right now.

Still, when I think of this, I feel sad.

I'm glad that we all had good time together and now,

we take different path in our lives.

Good luck to everyone.

One cannot have everything you want.

I think I have enough.

看海的日子 第二階段 勉強算是完成.....

燈光自我進修與課程規劃 第一階段 完成!!


Trip to the east coast, pretty much done...

Lighting training program planning and self re-education, first stage, done!